by Shine Mon Dec 01, 2008 4:58 pm
Once again, sitting here wishing I didn't suck at everything. Anything I try, I suck at. I can't ever seem to do anything right, no matter how hard I try. I mean fuck, I have no life. I do Pokemon constantly, 24/7, 365 days of the year because I don't have friends. I don't have a job. I can drive, but I've got nowhere I need to be. You'd think after so much fucking dedication that I'd be at least half-way decent, but no. I just suck. I just fail.
Doesn't seem like anyone can even be happy for me, either. No one can just gimme a "good job," or a "good for you," or even a half-hearted "grats." Even if I DO do something right, I don't get anything for it. No praise, no recognition. It's like the world just ignores anything good I do and laughs at me for all the stupid shit I do. I'm at the butt-end of every joke. I guess that's it, right? I'm just a joke. No one can take me seriously.
On that note, time to call and bitch about my god damn game again.