I feel like an incredible loser (as always).
While my cousin was visiting, I had him try Shoddy. I helped him put together his own team, and he messed with it and tweaked it and all that jazz while he was here. When he went home, he asked me to send him the team cause he downloaded Shoddy, so I did...
... And now he beats me every time we battle, no matter what team I use or how I play against him.
It's not enough that he's better than me at just about everything under the sun. Now he has to own me at POKEMON, too.
I thought for once there was something that I was better at than he was, but no. Now he has to take that away from me, too.
Of course, I only have myself to blame for letting him know about Shoddy in the first place, so whoopie. Good for me, being a damn idiot. I'm basically supporting the erosion of my own self-esteem and ego. It's like I'm just improving on some machine that makes the waves crash harder and harder against my confidence, breaking it down into nothing.
I'm hungry. I think I'll go to IGA later today (lol can't sleep) and pick up a pint or six of the least healthy Ice Cream I can find, and then pile on the extra creamy Ready Whip.
While my cousin was visiting, I had him try Shoddy. I helped him put together his own team, and he messed with it and tweaked it and all that jazz while he was here. When he went home, he asked me to send him the team cause he downloaded Shoddy, so I did...
... And now he beats me every time we battle, no matter what team I use or how I play against him.
It's not enough that he's better than me at just about everything under the sun. Now he has to own me at POKEMON, too.
I thought for once there was something that I was better at than he was, but no. Now he has to take that away from me, too.
Of course, I only have myself to blame for letting him know about Shoddy in the first place, so whoopie. Good for me, being a damn idiot. I'm basically supporting the erosion of my own self-esteem and ego. It's like I'm just improving on some machine that makes the waves crash harder and harder against my confidence, breaking it down into nothing.
I'm hungry. I think I'll go to IGA later today (lol can't sleep) and pick up a pint or six of the least healthy Ice Cream I can find, and then pile on the extra creamy Ready Whip.