ohnoez

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first off no offence but your boyfriend doesnt seem worthy of your time. Getting involved with weed isnt worth it either. I know. Secondly... I even want to cry during moments on tv and what not... your sensitive to emotion, so the fuck what?
Also rutine is good, but try to join a club at school since you have so much time. its a good way to meet people also try to find out if the have a GSA.

Being 19 and a virgin isnt bad, I have a friend that was a virgin til he was 25. Its a good thing, it means you wont be dieing from AIDS like all the other homos your age. be happy.

What can you do with that extra money? Go to a pharmacy or a health food store pick up a huge bottle of fish oil and B12 vitamins. It will help balance out your depression and put your head back on track. take one of each a day, then after a week take 2.

You can't forget, guys aren't sensitive.

That, and weed makes everything better.

Tobi, stop being a douchebag and stfu.

Ninja wrote:Tobi, stop being a douchebag and stfu.

What?

It's true.

Weed makes you think everything is awesome calms you down, and makes you have the munchies want to eat stuff, and have orgys sex.

That's why I want it to be legal.

Please stop talking before I start deleting your posts. -_-

Tobi wrote:You can't forget, guys aren't sensitive.

That, and weed makes everything better.

Guys aren't supposed to be sensitive by society's standards, but when you boil it all down, we all are.

As for the weed thing, I'm going to have to disagree. The only thing it's ever made me do was eat more food and make me forget what my name was for an hour. So glad I only tried it once. X3

But, that was the best hour of your life, amirite?

Other then sex.

Tobi wrote:But, that was the best hour of your life, amirite?

Other then sex.

It was the most confusing hour of my life.

"What's my name again?"
"Dude, It's PAUL"
"...Really?"

I'm drug-free, but of course I'm like fourteen so whatever.

Also, I'mma agree with Sage and say your boyfriend isn't worth it.

You'd be better off staying away from pot. The whole giggling bullshit they portray potheads doing in movies is retarded beyond belief, its purpose is to keep you chill, nothing is going to get you really emotional on either side of the spectrum. You know what me and my friends do when we get high? Sit together in the living room and listen to CDs, passing the joint around. Sure there's conversation, but usually all of us just enjoy the buzz and music, if you're as clinically depressed as you are, you'll probably end up just thinking about depressing shit. You won't respond very strongly to it, but you won't exactly be enjoying yourself either.

Plus college dealers are almost always amateurs, if they know you're a new buyer and naive, they'll slip you the dregs of the weed for regular price, and you'll spend the night puking into your toilet over bad product. Some even slip in some nigrigged addictive shit so that when you smoke it you get hooked and come back for more every other day. Ironically, if pot was legalized, you could actually go to the police and have them arrested for doing things like that, but with government, they often end up simply helping the same people they claim to be fighting against.

Anyway, it is obvious with how much you are depressed that you need to get on some medicine. Contrary to what Tom Cruise and those insane Scientologists claim, there is such thing as a chemical imbalance, go see a psychiatrist and get on some kind of pills, as you are now even if you want to make your life better, you're likely far too depressed to go after it 100%.